Thursday, August 31, 12:32 AM
i noe that sometime i was abit too much. pardon me. i noe that sometime i was abit too demanding. pardon that. i noe that sometimes i was abit too getting on ur'll nerves and it felt like nuisance to you all. im sorry about that.
blames on me. nvm. im used to being blamed.
now i just wanna break free, and be independent .dad, i noe that u need to return to japan to help out with the business. leave the hse safe with me, or not us.
kor, relax. i will share my things with u. and be sure to share urs too. :)
sis, just stop all your fucking shits then i will leave u alone, with yr bf.
mom, pls come back from work earlier. i missed ur warmth in the hse.
grandpa and grandma, come to singapore to look for me k?
in sch, i often wonder, why i felt being so left out? i felt that i could not get things done w/o u all.
i felt so useless.
mei yong.
y?
some of my friends had slowly parted with me, some are still standing by me. some are giving me those cold treatment.i could not feel anymore sad-der.
but it is ok.
i just wanna make myself believe that i shld not compromise with anyone else anymore and had a own set of thinking .that is all abt it.
